Wednesday, March 21, 2007
today i cried..my father made me.
it was a great life lesson..what he told me..from his childhood stories to how he regretted when my grandpa passed away..all of his 45 years in life..
found out how much my parents cared about me..shouldnt be so stubborn all the time..i should have sitted down and think of the things they said..1 thing my pups said was interesting- u spend one third of your life studying, one third working and the last part to relax when u are old. but everything depends on the first part..relax on the first part, the other 2 third of ur life u would be slogging ur guts out but if ur work hard for that 1 third of ur life.the other 2 third u would be having a relaxed time..earning tons of cash and buying anything u want..
i juz realized wad my pups gave me, i took it for granted..the basketball shoes, the clothes, the laptop im using rite now and everything else.
he told me how pressured he was the 2 years ago..with only 50 dollars left in the bank..how he would be eating 2 slices of bread for lunch but all that he didnt let up and finally was steady in his business...my tears rolled out without myself knowing it
alrite guys... if ur parents scold u, its cos they care and not cos they have nothing better to do..and if they stop their scolding..there are either 2 things..u are already a perfect person, which is quite impossible lol or they dont give no shit bout u..u can rot all u want
u wont cherish the things till u lost it. i will always remember
better than lebron, taller than yao ming, biggger than shaq-my idol, my pups
.:JayX:. @ 10:54 PM
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
today=bad bad day...
miss dianah(did i spelled the name correctly?) said to come blog for the last time...but who really cares anyway
back to topic..why was today a bad day??i sprained my ankle and got cramps...this cramps seems to come every 28 days..lol jk...but i was going for the game winner, then i stepped on ben's leg, tripped, felt a intense pain in the left ankle and soon every1 was crowding around me...forced myself up and walked to the side..lifted my long pants up and saw my ankle really swollen
i realised 1 thing..life is pretty much like a swollened ankle..when u are down u gotta juz bear with the pain, hold ur tears and walk home with that pain(lol EMO)
.:JayX:. @ 8:44 PM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
feelin sad this few days..not sure if it was the competition or something else..but cant seem to be happy with anything.
today was the end of the band camp..didnt really wanna go lol. but good things come and go easily, had to let go.
.:JayX:. @ 11:08 PM
Sunday, March 04, 2007
whole of 1 month never post, busy with other stuffs...hols are comin!!-competition and da band concert...cant seem to have time to do anything and our lineup is pretty shitty...
competition is 1 week away ppl..sexybacks better wake up ur idea or we gonna get toasted.
concert is also 1 week away..band jia you
yesterday went to sakae with tjy, jy, daniel, nic, xm and got to know meng hei. ate so much sushi that i felt like puking when taking the bus..and speaking of buses..do i look so old that i have to show my student pass when i pay the bus fare. damn all bus uncles who tell me to put 90 cents.damn u all.
now i really dunno wad to write already..ok..umm, i love all the presents i get and thanks to everybody for making my birthday such an enjoyable 1 haha..
stay cool.
.:JayX:. @ 11:04 AM